A Sad Day

So suddenly...and surprised...
I really hope that's a joke from god...
Knowing the Sad News, but dont know how to act and respond to it...
I duno... really duno...
actually what is his feeling at that time?
I really want to understand it...
but speechless... scare to ask...
need to say about what?
scare to find him during that time, scare to disturb him during that time...
the only things that i can do is to pray for him and his family in my true heart...

Please...Please...Please...
Hope you can overcome this sadness...
Your lovely mother will always in your heart... at least...

Be strong!!
Be tough!!


Gambateh!!
Take care....

Jane

害怕

开始感到害怕。。。

不知我能坚持多久，

不知我有多少能耐，

未来，很怕你的到来啊。。。

怕你抢走我的一切。。。

安全感，看来并不存在。

心情每次很低落，呼吸很不顺畅。。。

这种不爽的感觉，要怎么赶走它啊？！！

“不要靠近我！！”

拜托

很在意别人的眼光。。。
更不喜欢朋友因为某某个原因而开始对我陌生。。。
老实说真的很不喜欢。。。
其实，
很希望。。。你们。。。

“请以平常的自然态度与我相处吧！”

我不要现在的“感觉”。。。
不管是羡慕还是妒忌的眼光。。。
真的。

阿JANE

一月九号

星期六，很忙的一天。。。

其实也不是很忙。。。

忙着画Sketch Book。。。

过后下午就和章鱼出街了~

因为之前就约好了~

原本想去 CS 吃Sushi King。。。

可是在半路上，

突然发现忘记带 RM30 固本！！

唉~~~ 算了吧~~~

只好下次再去吃好了~

来日方长~~

吃不到Sushi， 就吃鸡扒咯~

哇~~~那鸡扒真的真的好大！

又好好吃~~ 六块钱对我来说是值得咯！

哈哈哈。。。

过后就到处逛。。。

原本想买围巾和扇子的。。。

反而跟章鱼买了帽子？！

有没有搞错~~ 哈哈！

买了就立刻戴上了~~

不过有点不习惯。。。

第一次戴着帽子逛街~~

呵呵。。。

很好玩~~

章鱼啊~~下次再一起戴着逛街吧~~

不过下次我会好好配衣服才行~~ 哈哈！

一月九号，值得纪念的一天！

给了我很多第一次的经历~~

我会记得这一天的~~

希望不会后悔咯！！ 嘻嘻。。。

*9 January 2010*

@LoVe YoU@ XD

幸珍 =)

A New Start

What should i say?

Happy New Year?

Haha... that's a common greeting right?
However, this is a new start for everyone...
In this 1 January 2010, that's nothing special for me to talk about~

First time New Year count down in UTM...
First time count down with a guy...
First time count down in a crowded place~
First time count down with strangers, but finally knew some new friends too...

So what? Feeling EXCITED?
Haha... speechless....
Anyway, i am happy for that either~

Good Bye 2009!!

Jane =)